{"id":220264,"date":"2017-12-23T23:54:26","date_gmt":"2017-12-23T22:54:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/?p=220264"},"modified":"2017-12-24T09:39:24","modified_gmt":"2017-12-24T08:39:24","slug":"lucka-nummer-23-vemodig-eller-sprudlande","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/2017\/12\/23\/lucka-nummer-23-vemodig-eller-sprudlande\/","title":{"rendered":"Lucka nummer 23: Vemodig eller sprudlande?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>N\u00e4st sista luckan. Vad fort det gick p\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis. <\/strong>\u00c4ven om jag har\u00a0legat efter n\u00e5gon dag och s\u00e5d\u00e4r \u00e4r jag r\u00e4tt n\u00f6jd med att snart ha jag gjort min f\u00f6rsta bloggjulkalender fr\u00e5n b\u00f6rjan till slut!<br \/>\nJust nu har jag l\u00e4tt f\u00f6r att dra ig\u00e5ng saker men sv\u00e5rare att genomf\u00f6ra och avsluta ordentligt. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got jag vill bli b\u00e4ttre p\u00e5 fram\u00f6ver och den h\u00e4r kalendern har varit bra tr\u00e4ning. Det har \u00e4ven varit ganska terapeutiskt att rota bland gamla bilder, kastas tillbaka i tiden och minnas saker som de var. Se p\u00e5 dem med mognare \u00f6gon.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-220265\" src=\"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/26\/2017\/12\/elin-och-gris-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"elin-och-gris\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/26\/2017\/12\/elin-och-gris-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/26\/2017\/12\/elin-och-gris-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/26\/2017\/12\/elin-och-gris.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u00e4r \u00e4r jag, en bild som jag tycker visar mycket av vem jag \u00e4r.<\/strong> Fundersam, lite sj\u00e4lvvalt ensam, t\u00e5lmodig, n\u00e4ra djuren och s\u00e5d\u00e4r dj\u00e4vulskt vemodig som jag kan k\u00e4nna mig ibland. Det \u00e4r min introverta sida. Kontrasten till den sprudlande, sociala, drivna och galna.<br \/>\nDet \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt att f\u00e5 ihop de d\u00e4r tv\u00e5 sidorna ibland. Riktigt sv\u00e5rt, men jag tror att b\u00e5da beh\u00f6vs. Man kan inte kv\u00e4va den ena f\u00f6r d\u00e5 blir den andra f\u00f6r stark. Det blir f\u00f6r deppigt, f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga tankar och f\u00f6r sv\u00e5rt att leva. Eller f\u00f6r snabba v\u00e4ndningar, f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga projekt, f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga intryck och f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga m\u00e4nskliga m\u00f6ten.<br \/>\nLagom \u00e4r b\u00e4st antagligen. Som vanligt. S\u00e5 himla f\u00f6ruts\u00e4gbart och tr\u00e5kigt men det \u00e4r nog s\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5! Fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r bara vad som \u00e4r lagom just nu? \u00c4r det samma som f\u00f6r den d\u00e4r ton\u00e5rstjejen p\u00e5 bilden?\u00a0Knappast va?<\/p>\n<p><strong>En bra sak med att bli \u00e4ldre \u00e4r att man v\u00e5gar sl\u00e4ppa fram lite mer av de d\u00e4r olika sidorna.<\/strong>\u00a0Jag h\u00e5ller inte inne lika mycket nu som jag gjorde f\u00f6rr. P\u00e5 gott och ont kanske. Jag beh\u00e4rskar mig inte lika mycket och jag \u00e4r p\u00e5 m\u00e5nga s\u00e4tt jobbigare, sv\u00e5rare och k\u00e4nslom\u00e4ssigare \u00e4n f\u00f6rr. Samtidigt \u00e4r jag roligare, modigare, kreativare och mer sp\u00e4nnande att vara med \u00e4n tidigare. Jag \u00e4r nog lite \u00e4rligare helt enkelt och jag tror att det \u00e4r bra. Men det finns mycket kvar innan jag hittar den d\u00e4r r\u00e4tta balansen tror jag. Ibland tycker man att man \u00e4r d\u00e4r. En kort stund, en liten period. Och det \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt vilsamt och vackert.<br \/>\nMed tanke p\u00e5 det ser jag verkligen fram emot att bli \u00e4ldre. Jag vill komma \u00e4nnu n\u00e4rmare den jag egentligen \u00e4r. Bli sannare, renare, helare.<br \/>\nJag hoppas att jag f\u00e5r vara med ett bra tag till.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>N\u00e4st sista luckan. Vad fort det gick p\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis. \u00c4ven om jag har\u00a0legat efter n\u00e5gon dag och s\u00e5d\u00e4r \u00e4r jag r\u00e4tt n\u00f6jd med att snart ha jag gjort min f\u00f6rsta bloggjulkalender fr\u00e5n b\u00f6rjan till slut! Just nu har jag l\u00e4tt f\u00f6r att dra ig\u00e5ng saker men sv\u00e5rare att genomf\u00f6ra och avsluta ordentligt. 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