{"id":224085,"date":"2019-10-14T23:16:49","date_gmt":"2019-10-14T21:16:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/?p=224085"},"modified":"2019-10-14T23:26:13","modified_gmt":"2019-10-14T21:26:13","slug":"mar-bra-men-daligt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/2019\/10\/14\/mar-bra-men-daligt\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u00e5r bra, men d\u00e5ligt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Idag har jag haft b\u00e5de stress\u00e5ngest och ekonomisk \u00e5ngest. Det \u00e4r hemskt. Men det \u00e4r en f\u00f6rm\u00e5n att f\u00e5 bli f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad \u00f6ver hur vidrigt det k\u00e4nns. Att slippa vara van vid att m\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Det slog mig idag att jag nog\u00a0m\u00e5r r\u00e4tt bra just nu. F\u00f6r jag blev p\u00e5 riktigt helt \u00f6verrumplad av den d\u00e4r \u00e5ngestk\u00e4nslan. Den kom s\u00e5 ov\u00e4ntat. Starkt. Men det var tydligt att den var p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k och att den inte var min inneboende.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Det var p\u00e5 eftermiddagen jag k\u00e4nde den d\u00e4r kalla, strypande k\u00e4nslan av att allt kommer att g\u00e5 \u00e5t helvete.<\/strong>\u00a0N\u00e4r jag hanterade bokf\u00f6ring, pengar som tagit slut, pengar som kanske kommer in, eller kanske inte kommer in och tusen saker p\u00e5 g\u00e5rden och kontoret som borde ha varit gjorda f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan. M\u00e5dde skit ett tag. Det var hemskt. Men det k\u00e4nns b\u00e4ttre nu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Om man m\u00e5r d\u00e5ligt \u00f6verlag <\/strong>och lever med n\u00e5gon typ av \u00e5ngest blir man ju inte direkt f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad om det svarta \u00e4ndrar form eller f\u00f6rdjupas. Det g\u00e5r bara i olika lager. Olika v\u00e4gar. Man m\u00e5r skit \u00e4nd\u00e5, bara mer eller mindre n\u00e4r det \u00e4r som v\u00e4rst. Man har den d\u00e4r gnagande orosk\u00e4nslan och det energislukande stressmolnet \u00f6ver sig n\u00e4stan hela tiden.<\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst n\u00e4r man m\u00e5r hyfsat bra som \u00e5ngest kan g\u00f6ra att man tappar hakan och undrar hur i helvete man kan m\u00e5 s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt?<\/p>\n<p>Ikv\u00e4ll \u00e4r jag tacksam. F\u00f6r att jag m\u00e5r s\u00e5 bra att jag kan bli f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad \u00f6ver att m\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Idag har jag haft b\u00e5de stress\u00e5ngest och ekonomisk \u00e5ngest. Det \u00e4r hemskt. Men det \u00e4r en f\u00f6rm\u00e5n att f\u00e5 bli f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad \u00f6ver hur vidrigt det k\u00e4nns. Att slippa vara van vid att m\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt. Det slog mig idag att jag nog\u00a0m\u00e5r r\u00e4tt bra just nu. 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