{"id":229410,"date":"2021-11-29T21:20:31","date_gmt":"2021-11-29T20:20:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/?p=229410"},"modified":"2021-11-30T08:05:12","modified_gmt":"2021-11-30T07:05:12","slug":"far-man-bara-vara-en-trakig-arg-mamma-en-stund","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/2021\/11\/29\/far-man-bara-vara-en-trakig-arg-mamma-en-stund\/","title":{"rendered":"F\u00e5r man bara vara en tr\u00e5kig, arg mamma en stund?"},"content":{"rendered":"

M\u00e5ndag med slakth\u00e4mtning och veterin\u00e4rbes\u00f6k. Fullt upp f\u00f6r de som varit hemma och jobbat. Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag sjukhusf\u00f6r\u00e4lder och s\u00e5 urbota tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 min egen person. F\u00f6rbannat tr\u00e5kig \u00e4r jag. En trist f\u00f6re detta. F\u00f6re detta allt.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Jag tror jag br\u00e4nde ut mig en aning i helgen med julst\u00f6k och grejer mitt bland allt jobb. Pyntade det sista och h\u00f6ll p\u00e5. Tyckte det var s\u00e5 sockers\u00f6tt mysigt och hoppfullt allting. Stark och h\u00e4rlig var jag. Pigg och positiv. Idag \u00e4r jag tr\u00f6tt och f\u00f6rbannad. P\u00e5 det mesta. \u00c4r grinig och avundsjuk p\u00e5 hemmag\u00e4nget som fick h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med det h\u00e4r:<\/p>\n

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Avhorning och kr\u00e5ngel med alltf\u00f6r stora kalvar i vinterkylan. \u00c5h vilken dr\u00f6m. Vara skitig och f\u00e5 ta i och fika och skratta med veterin\u00e4rn och hemkomna dottern.
\nH\u00e4r p\u00e5 avdelningen \u00e4r det mest d\u00e5lig luft och smittsam \u00e5ngest. Och ja, jag vet, man \u00e4r lyckligt lottad. Sverige \u00e4r fantastiskt och v\u00e5rden g\u00f6r s\u00e5 gott de kan och allt det d\u00e4r. Jod\u00e5, jag \u00e4r tacksam f\u00f6r s\u00e5 mycket men just nu \u00e4r jag bara j\u00e4vligt negativ och bitter. Kan man f\u00e5 vara det n\u00e5n enstaka g\u00e5ng? Kan man f\u00e5 falla en stund? Vara helt avgrundsdjupt ledsen \u00f6ver att s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga unga \u00e4r s\u00e5 sjuka och det finns s\u00e5 lite att g\u00f6ra \u00e5t? Att man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker allt man kan men inte lyckas hj\u00e4lpa sitt eget barn och att n\u00e4stan ingen inom l\u00e4kekonsten vill forska p\u00e5 unga flickors hj\u00e4rnor. Skandal! Fotbollskn\u00e4n och Viagra, det kan man mycket om men \u00e4ts\u00f6rda barn och barn med andra psykiska sjukdomar, de f\u00e5r ligga d\u00e4r de ligger f\u00f6r ingen vet riktigt vad man ska g\u00f6ra med dem.<\/p>\n

Idag \u00e4r ingen bra dag. Jag \u00e4r ledsen och jag vill ut h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n och hem. Men hade jag varit hemma hade jag velat vara h\u00e4r med det sjuka barnet.\u00a0Livet allts\u00e5…livet som jag \u00e4lskar s\u00e5 mycket. Ibland \u00e4r det fan bra tungt och j\u00e4vligt.<\/p>\n

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Nu kanske n\u00e5gon tycker att det h\u00e4r blev lite v\u00e4l sorgligt och privat h\u00e4r men helt \u00e4rligt s\u00e5 skiter jag i det nu. \u00c4r v\u00e4l kanske en f\u00f6re detta bondebloggare ocks\u00e5. Eller p\u00e5 sin h\u00f6jd en kombination. Bondebloggare OCH tr\u00e5kig, svinarg mamma som inte kan l\u00e5ta bli att pysa ut frustrationen i skrift. H\u00e5ll ut, kanske skriver jag n\u00e5got helt annat och mycket mer lantbruksrelaterat redan i morgon.<\/p>\n

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H\u00e4r \u00e4r i alla fall en annan arg mamma p\u00e5 \u00e4kta lantbruksvis. \u00c5tminstone om man kommer f\u00f6r n\u00e4ra n\u00e4r hon nyss f\u00e5tt en kalv. Precis den d\u00e4r uppsynen, avm\u00e4tt och passivt aggressiv, ”hit men inte l\u00e4ngre” har jag ocks\u00e5 haft hela dagen. Det positiva \u00e4r att folk h\u00e5ller respektfullt avst\u00e5nd \u00e4ven till mig.<\/p>\n

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