{"id":235066,"date":"2023-10-09T21:09:46","date_gmt":"2023-10-09T19:09:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/?p=235066"},"modified":"2023-10-10T15:23:15","modified_gmt":"2023-10-10T13:23:15","slug":"nar-man-skams-over-sig-sjalv","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/2023\/10\/09\/nar-man-skams-over-sig-sjalv\/","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e4r man sk\u00e4ms \u00f6ver sig sj\u00e4lv"},"content":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r pinsamt att vara m\u00e4nniska. Eller hur? Vad mycket man g\u00f6r som aldrig borde f\u00e5 se dagens ljus.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nyss ramlade jag utanf\u00f6r sjukhuset, snavade r\u00e4tt ut i gruset fr\u00e5n en g\u00e5ngv\u00e4g och slog upp kn\u00e4t. Som vanligt var skammen st\u00f6rre \u00e4n sm\u00e4rtan. Varf\u00f6r \u00e4r det s\u00e5, att det vid fyrtio \u00e5rs \u00e5lder fortfarande \u00e4r s\u00e5 pinsamt att ramla offentligt?<\/p>\n

Ibland sk\u00e4ms jag fast jag \u00e4r helt ensam ocks\u00e5. Som h\u00e4rom morgonen n\u00e4r jag bar skitvatten fr\u00e5n en av de mindre g\u00f6dselplattorna och tippade i brunnen. Jag anv\u00e4nde sopcontainern f\u00f6r att f\u00e5 med s\u00e5 mycket som m\u00f6jligt och n\u00e4r jag tippade var jag lite f\u00f6r v\u00e5ldsam. Det blev en h\u00e5rd splash tillbaka p\u00e5 traktorn, som en bajsbombsrekyl r\u00e4tt in i rutan. Hur reagerade jag? Jo, jag trodde att jag blev skjuten! Hur pinsamt \u00e4r inte det? Att det f\u00f6rsta man t\u00e4nker n\u00e4r n\u00e5got tr\u00e4ffar ens framruta \u00e4r att man blir attackerad med handeldvapen? Hemma p\u00e5 g\u00e5rden, l\u00e5ngt ute p\u00e5 landsbygden, klockan kvart \u00f6ver fem p\u00e5 morgonen? Jag m\u00e5ste ha sett f\u00f6r mycket p\u00e5 Netflix.<\/p>\n

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Annat pinsamt som kan h\u00e4nda i den h\u00e4r branschen \u00e4r att sjunga h\u00f6gt och dansa till musik i Peltork\u00e5porna, fullst\u00e4ndigt ovetandes om att n\u00e5gon st\u00e5r i ladug\u00e5rdsd\u00f6rren och flinar. Eller n\u00e4r man tittar upp fr\u00e5n en fastfrusen port som man slagit med j\u00e4rnspett och skrikit k\u00f6nsord \u00e5t, bara f\u00f6r att uppt\u00e4cka att man har en ok\u00e4nd barnfamilj p\u00e5 bes\u00f6k?<\/p>\n

N\u00e4r jag var yngre kunde det vara pinsamt att k\u00f6ra traktor ocks\u00e5. \u00c5tminstone inf\u00f6r publik. Vad man \u00e4n skulle g\u00f6ra, hur m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger man \u00e4n lastat pallar, backat med sl\u00e4p eller kopplat redskap utan minsta bekymmer kunde det g\u00e5 s\u00e5 mycket s\u00e4mre bara f\u00f6r att n\u00e5gon kollade p\u00e5. Nu \u00e4r jag f\u00f6r gammal f\u00f6r s\u00e5dan nervositet och d\u00e5 flyter det b\u00e4ttre. Och vad g\u00f6r det f\u00f6rresten om man m\u00e5ste ta om n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng d\u00e5? Just det, ingenting alls.<\/p>\n

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\nDessutom \u00e4r det inte lika intressant att stirra p\u00e5 kvinnliga traktorf\u00f6rare l\u00e4ngre. F\u00f6rr, n\u00e4r det fanns f\u00e4rre av oss kunde det gapas och f\u00f6rundras en hel del.
\n”\u00c4r det n\u00e5gon hemma som kan lossa?” fr\u00e5gade alla chauff\u00f6rer som kom med gods, och s\u00e5 tittade de sig runt, liksom bakom mig, i v\u00e4ntan p\u00e5 att en redig karl\u00a0skulle materialisera sig ur tomma luften p\u00e5 g\u00e5rdsplanen.\u00a0N\u00e4r man sedan var klar med den d\u00e4r lossningen kom alltid ett ”Det gick ju bra det d\u00e4r!” Med stor f\u00f6rv\u00e5ning och enorm l\u00e4ttnad, som om de v\u00e4ntat sig alla m\u00f6jliga haverier och en spr\u00e4ngd lastbil.<\/p>\n

Fr\u00e5gar man mina barn \u00e4r jag f\u00f6rst\u00e5s pinsam vad jag \u00e4n g\u00f6r. D\u00e5 svarar jag att det \u00e4r mitt jobb och att man ska g\u00f6ra det man \u00e4r bra p\u00e5. Tur att de h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att bli stora nu, f\u00f6r med mognad kommer insikten om att var och en f\u00e5r sk\u00e4mmas f\u00f6r sitt. Och det g\u00f6r man. Ack vad man sk\u00e4ms ibland. Bara f\u00f6r att man finns till!<\/p>\n

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Det \u00e4r pinsamt att vara m\u00e4nniska. Eller hur? Vad mycket man g\u00f6r som aldrig borde f\u00e5 se dagens ljus.\u00a0 Nyss ramlade jag utanf\u00f6r sjukhuset, snavade r\u00e4tt ut i gruset fr\u00e5n en g\u00e5ngv\u00e4g och slog upp kn\u00e4t. Som vanligt var skammen st\u00f6rre \u00e4n sm\u00e4rtan. Varf\u00f6r \u00e4r det s\u00e5, att det vid fyrtio \u00e5rs \u00e5lder fortfarande \u00e4r…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":338,"featured_media":235072,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nN\u00e4r man sk\u00e4ms \u00f6ver sig sj\u00e4lv - Nys\u00e4ter lantbruk<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/blogg.atl.nu\/nysater\/2023\/10\/09\/nar-man-skams-over-sig-sjalv\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"sv_SE\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"N\u00e4r man sk\u00e4ms \u00f6ver sig sj\u00e4lv - Nys\u00e4ter lantbruk\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Det \u00e4r pinsamt att vara m\u00e4nniska. Eller hur? 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